October 2011
2 posts
June 2011
1 post
Boobies
I do so like them. They are so fun and booby like. Hmmmmmm
May 2011
2 posts
Lifenesses
So I totally have a gf. And how? Having the confidence to go for what I want and knowing I’ll get it. Being in complete control of myself and being a leader of men.
I am not insecure about her, I am not second guessing myself. I do what ever the hell I want, and the best part, she thinks its fucking adorable.
God damn.
The morale: stand up for yourself, stop complaining and be a...
The coming of age, becoming a man.
Our society is fucked.
Men are losing their identity, losing what it means to be masculine.
I’m 23 and I’m learning from a book what it means to be a freaking man, and the role we are supposed to play.
It’s hard, women are gaining more power. Gaining the power that men traditionally have. Guys, instead of rising to the challenge like a man, are becoming whingey, whiney an...
April 2011
3 posts
Self improvement 101
Ok, this is about guys, and what it constitutes to be a man.
A man is so relaxed and sure about his survival that he does not need to worry about anything. A man is strong of mind, body and spirit.
Why is this? Women.
Plain and simple.
Let me explain.
Guys have testosterone running through our blood. This makes us deal with frustration using anger. Anger is how we diffuse.
Women, on the...
Life without twitter...
Is so much better! Omg you have no idea.
I’m not getting extremely emotional because I’m simply not thinking about things others say.
I’m not worried about whether anyone actually cares, the ones that do show it.
I’m actually focused on my life, instead of being focused on the social networking.
Now I just need to get over Facebook…
March 2011
5 posts
Pimp me out you ho's
yes thats right, panty-ho’s. Pimp me out. I’ll provide #boobs if you’re lucky :P
Fuck life
Fuck Romance
There comes a time in everyones life where knowing when to give up is critical. This is one of those times.
All I’ve ever dreamed about is being with a girl, a cute girl who makes everything disappear just by being in her prescence. This is what has made my life livable, that hope.
It’s been 7 years since my last “official” girlfriend, and she lasted 3 months. It’s...
February 2011
3 posts
And I know no-one really gives a fuck about me. Why should they.
I’m not the funniest guy alive, I’m not macho and muscly, iv not got a million dollars. I have no friends, no hope for love. I have nothing anybody wants. Especially fucking girls. I’m not prince charming. I’m not your saving grace. I’m nothing to no-one.
A new era....for the zillionth time
The drama is back. People are fucked in the head and thinking that trying to help means creating more conflict and drama.
Moving on.
Another girl another day. Let me explain a little about why I’m giving up on the girl at work.
For one thing there’s no signs from her that she likes me. I don’t catch her looking at me, she doesnt smile back when I smile at her and she...
January 2011
4 posts
Really?
Well well well. Here we are. The girl has decided to air dirty laundry publicly.
We’ve both done bad things, we’ve both made mistakes with this, and we’re not even wanting to be friends anymore.
Now she’s decided to say some bad things on twitter to humiliate me. She told me that was her intention.
Everything she’s said has lost credibility. I used to take her...
*cowers in shame*
hi guys. again the name says it all.
I cannot believe how dark my mind goes sometimes. i cant believe some of the thoughts that i have, thats not me talking. Im sorry about yesterdays post. I needed to clear my mind, and looking back at it, no wonder.
The sleep has done me well. I no longer have those thoughts, at least not until next time it happens. I keep on thinking it wont but then...
The Demon Awakens...
Disclaimer: What you are about to read is from the darkest recesses of my mind. You have been warned. This is a big “Turn back now” sign.
Shit, well the name says it all. Another sleepless night where the demon has come out to play. Negative thoughts and feelings, so whatever problem i have, i have labelled as “the demon”. Not only does this give me a face to fight, but it...
December 2010
8 posts
The twitters!
Ah twitter, here we are again, at a point where i no longer feel welcome. Where i feel like once again people dont have an interest in what i have to say. I thought this time would be different because there were a few people that made the difference, a few people who genuinely seemed to care. Maybe i was wrong about that.
Dont get me wrong, there are some that do. For some reason or another...
Magic Carpet please!
Once again my life is in shambles, pulled out form underneath for the millionth time this year. Why does this keep happening? argh.
I needed stability, and i had an awesome girl i was seeing casually and a place that was so awesome. There were no dramas, it was all fun and STABLE! Then the girl said goodbye. We’re still friends it seems, but thats it, no more. A few days later and i find...
Simba...
So its done, its over, and its all my fault. AWESOME!
Girl number 1 is gone. Girl number 2 i dont really have a desire to see again and looks like im just going to be friends with girl number 3. Absolutely brilliant. You can be feeling awesome and confident one minute, then the next your world comes crumbling down. Right now i feel like Simba, i feel like running away because i think i killed my...
Confusion
Oh tumblr, my only avenue to say what i really want to without censorship.
What a dilemma i have.
Going to Bon Jovi tonight..wow, it was amazing! However it highlighted to me the fact that i have 2 people on my mind. 1 more than the other but ill get to that. The problem is i cant choose either, but i also cant string anyone along, thats not me.
So these 2 people…1 girl iv been seeing...
Exciting...
Well isnt this exciting. One girl, who was there for me when i was depressed, is now depressed herself and im being the strong one. Another girl i havnt seen in ages but its very clear whats going to happen. Another girl is someone new, and the leadup is…electrifying. Iv forgotten how good the chase is. The thrill, the excitment and tingling sensations. Actually being relaxed about the whole...
New Beginings...already
Well yeah i didnt expect this so quickly, but i guess iv been looking at moving on past her ever since she first threatened to end it. I guess i just resent her for doing it so much without any meaning behind them.
Let me just say that confidence and cheekiness as a combination are amazing! My followers on twitter is skyrocketing :D anyway, onto the more interesting things :p
So tonight, a girl...
What the effing fuck?
So i need somewhere to vent right now without her seeing or getting upset or anything. Fuck she needs a chill pill right now. I have never heard anything more irrational from her before.
She is depressed about her finances. big woop, guess who she takes it out on. “I just feel like you depend on me for your happiness” When iv been damn relaxed and not worried about her.
Seriously,...
November 2010
3 posts
Melancholy And Madness
Cleopatra, i think thats what ill call her from now on hehe.
For some reason thats the idea that goes through my head whenever i wake up next to her. I dont know why, but i look into those eyes and it just comes to me.
Either way since her and i started, iv definately become more attracted to the dark haired look. A very Italian/Spanish look. I always used to be slightly attracted to it, but i...
Sleepless Nights And City Lights
Oh hai, long time no see.
I must say i am getting quite brown, it is a tad concerning. Being outside is why i love summer though, get to do things without feeling cold! brrr
So yeah anyway, next year im definately going to have to focus more on what i want. Its been a shit year, the only good thing about it has been the girl iv been seeing casually.
So the plan for next year? Well that will...
October 2010
4 posts
The End Of Apathy?
Who knows, because i sure as hell dont.
Bloody women…am i right?
Dont get me wrong theyre the most beautiful creatures on this earth, but god damn i go to hell and back just for a little bit of attention.
September 2010
6 posts
Reblog if you like The Amity Affliction, I want to...
creativesouls:
blairsnitch:
*love :)
I agreee. REBLOG
:D
Standing In The Path...
So im kinda sick of everyone talking shit about her so i thought i would make things clear.
1. She does care Do you know who i can turn to when im feeling like shit, do you know the 1 person i can talk to about anything without fear of being judged? Do you know the 1 person who goes out of her way to make me feel good?
2. She makes time for me She sacrifices time with her friends to...
August 2010
6 posts
Insecurity, Insecurity Everybody Loves It
Oh hai, i didnt see you there, in your pjs. What is that, pokemon? :P
So yeah anyway, i feel as though i havnt been setting myself enough goals lately. Iv been extremely insecure and just going along with no purpose and no passion. This has to change.
First of all lets look at what i HAVE achieved:
1. I have somewhere to live…thats awesome :D Seriously the guys here are my people, from...
July 2010
1 post
May 2010
1 post
March 2010
1 post
Goals update 2
Well obviously I have a full time job now, so that’s my second goal crossed off :D yayyy
So all I need to do now is catch up on bills whilst still being able to live and also save $2000 and I’ll be all good!
Hmm, might have to make some new goals haha