Exciting…
Well isnt this exciting. One girl, who was there for me when i was depressed, is now depressed herself and im being the strong one.
Another girl i havnt seen in ages but its very clear whats going to happen.
Another girl is someone new, and the leadup is…electrifying. Iv forgotten how good the chase is. The thrill, the excitment and tingling sensations. Actually being relaxed about the whole damn thing for once. When it finally happens its going to be so damn satisfying.
All of this has only really happened in the last week, so its taken me a bit by surprise. Girls coming out of my ears, and every cute girl i see down the street smiling at me. This must be what confidence is, something iv only felt while playing soccer :)
Honestly iv never had anything like this before, i really feel as though im in my prime, having the time of my life, yet wishing i could give more to those who need it.
Such is life and theres nothing i can do except keep smiling for her, make her smile and laugh whenever i can.
Thats all i wanted to say, keep it cool :)
EDIT: I just thought i would add something. I like these girls. All of them. Theyre just missing something for me to be completely comfortable in a relationship with them. The new girl shows promise, but something does feel as though its missing and im not sure what.
If it was up to me it would just be 1 girl, but she doesnt want that commitment. Thats ok by me, i understand it :)
