Really?
Well well well. Here we are. The girl has decided to air dirty laundry publicly.
We’ve both done bad things, we’ve both made mistakes with this, and we’re not even wanting to be friends anymore.
Now she’s decided to say some bad things on twitter to humiliate me. She told me that was her intention.
Everything she’s said has lost credibility. I used to take her seriously, but I just can’t. Not after this.
We are no longer friends and I seriously don’t want to hear from her.
I feel like an absolute fool, for everything. I feel stupid for submitting to the fantasy in my mind, for thinking I actually meant something.
Anyway I’m done. Here’s a link to a description of what I think she might have/what her personality is:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Histrionic_personality_disorder
Having seen a lot of her, everything fits. Whether it’s true or not I don’t know but on appearances that’s what it appears to be.
Oh well, this is the last of it. I’ve taken so much from this, and grown a lot because of it. It’s also going to improve my life because now I don’t want to go through the same thing, so unless a girl is exactly what I want then it’s not gonna happen.
I have hope that my life will be what I want now. I believe in myself, and I’m no longer focused on negatives. It’s shown me that I can be attractive as who I am, rather than some image or game.
It’s proven to me that I can feel.
That’s why I feel great right now. It’s all positive, so in that respect I’ve won.
Anyway enough about her. She’s gone, and I have a fresh start and I’m feeling amazing. This is going to be a great year :)
