A new era….for the zillionth time
The drama is back. People are fucked in the head and thinking that trying to help means creating more conflict and drama.
Moving on.
Another girl another day. Let me explain a little about why I’m giving up on the girl at work.
For one thing there’s no signs from her that she likes me. I don’t catch her looking at me, she doesnt smile back when I smile at her and she doesn’t treat me any different to anyone else there except for the fact she tells me more details along with a few small more private things.
For another when it comes to women I am just fucked. The girl that’s stayed with me the longest was a fuckbuddy and that lasted for 6months. Every girl I’ve ever liked has not liked me back. Every girl I’ve wanted has not wanted me so I fucking give up. I know when I’m not meant to be happy. Not everyone has someone, not everyone has a “one”.
Im meant to be a fucking lonely loser for the rest of my life, and no-one even tries to help fight the loneliness.
I don’t get setup on dates, I don’t get asked for my number, I’m just fucking unattractive is what I am.
So you know what? Fuck this life. I’ve had enough. I can’t deal with being left to scrape the bottom of the barrel all the fucking time. I’ve given up fighting, I’ve given up trying.
