March 8, 2011

Fuck Romance

There comes a time in everyones life where knowing when to give up is critical. This is one of those times.
All I’ve ever dreamed about is being with a girl, a cute girl who makes everything disappear just by being in her prescence. This is what has made my life livable, that hope.
It’s been 7 years since my last “official” girlfriend, and she lasted 3 months. It’s time to give up on the dream. It essentially means giving up on everything I’ve ever known or wanted.
“You’re still young” from people who’ve been through many a breakup.
No-one understands what it’s like to feel so alone, and to want to just have someone attractive want you.
You have no idea what it’s like to be so jelous of couples down the street that you physically hate them.

And that’s where I fell asleep last night….